My own life is somewhere on the chaos side. Planning and organizing for the future are definitely not my strong points. I'm at my happiest wandering, roaming, meandering, but also actively pushing through totally unknown situations and territory. It wakens me. And not only on the surface. I guess that over my lifetime I've trained my subconscious to get out there with me and help me see and understand and sort out the unknown. In any case I feel more alive. Whereas when I have to follow a set path or formula or way of living I feel maybe not dead but certainly repressed.
We were visiting in Burlington recently. Midway through I wandered off, and luckily had my camera with me.